doubt i'll post much thing here anyway.. anything interesting ill post. other than that, im sticking to a diary. no need to fear people passing judgement on me.. dont wanna be label as 'emo' also haha.. (Y)

BOOOO! movies and dreams are for people like us who wish for something magical..

lost

If I showed my hand shaking like a leaf,
you might not understand, but I bet you'd believe
this bat is inside, crawling around
the cobwebs in my mind that I try to drown out.

You said I look like a ghost, man I almost was.
You said I need to let go, quit chasing that buzz,
that picture in time, frozen like ice
that girls keep repeating, beating me down to size.

Well maybe I'm blind, just throwing darts in the dark.
I didn't get what I want, I got what I need.
Man, it hurts like hell down here on my knees.
Is this where I end, or is this where we begin?

The night is my friend, I blend in with the best:
The vampires, the crooks, the felons and the rest.
Now we can pretend that we really care less,
and act like we love what we really detest.

Well maybe I'm blind, just throwing darts in the dark.
I didn't get what I want, I got what I need.
Man it hurts like hell down here on my knees.
Is this where I end, or is this where we begin?

Make this go away, I'm begging please--
there's little life left here for me to bleed.
Is this where I end, or is this where we begin?

I'm looking up but I'm feeling down,
since I'm cutting these corners, was cutting me down to size.

Am I losing control or losing my mind?
I know for a fact I'm losing my last place to hide.

Well maybe I'm blind, just throwing darts in the dark.
I didn't get what I want, I got what I need.
Man it hurts like hell down here on my knees.
Is this where I end, or is this where we begin?

My pulse is racing, I can't catch my breath.
This near-life experience scared me to death.
Is this where I end, or is this where we begin?

Or is this where we begin?

private blog or public blog.. hmmm

what if

kickass was awesome people.. 4/5 star(Y)
caught it yesterday midnight with gw,mao,law,max and freddy. hell funny and sexy.. haha..

can't you tell when people are jealous..

NEWS

well.. happy belated birthday to me..spend my birthday with doreen,brandon,junliang and aaron.. ate fish and co and they bloody made me go up on stage to ask the diners to sing me a birthday song. had a great time guys. and spend my tuesday having dinner with law,mao,gw,dan and max at ecp food village. thanks too! went to drink afterthat,didnt drink much cos i don't wanna be tipsy today. thanks everything.♥♥

birthday

do you know that you meant a lot to me,i doubt you do

so not excited for my birthday.

wee hour

i don't know what/why am i think that much

It frustrates me when i can't decide what should i really do

somehow i feel like not hanging out with some people. i dont know why..

My plan is to forgive and forget; forgive myself for being so stupid, and forget that you ever existed.

at work

iaattfwd

1 more week

next week will be kinda hectic.. monday-jamming from 7 to 8++ tuesday- most likely going for haircut weday-training friday-training sunday-chu shi monday-my birthday tuesday-tooth extraction O.O saturday-braces and chushi at night=D
thinking if i should celebrate my birthday,i not a big fan of celebrating birthday.. haha.. tuesday is a freaking scary day =(

boring saturday

nice right.. my little sis took this while i was playing.stayed home all day and my mouse is crazy. time to get another mouse. and itilmcf omfg.

3/5
the ending was too fast.. well i guess its because greek mythology is too long and too much to be packed in a 1 hour 30 minute show. went to watch with chermaine,law,max,gw,gq,brandon and r?? i dont know how to spell his name haha.. and ah boon too..=D oh well.. i am practically being hammered from the inside. i just don't understand why..

happy good friday!

moving on or not, i can't decide.. anyway, HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY PEOPLE! long break for attachment students like me.. finally.. haha.. oh ya. pearle have been supplying me with all those pics.. haha.. =D

yes or no

so i've been thinking, should i get a bike licence.. i know its kinda dangerous and stuff but its seriouly cheap to own a bike.. so should i? anyone wanna advise. haha..