blame me for being one step slower and you moving on too fast.

Here comes the cold
Break out the winter clothes
And find a love to call your own
You - enter you
Your cheeks a shade of pink
And the rest of you in powder blue

Who knows what will be
But I'll make you this guarantee

No way November will see our goodbye
When it comes to December it's obvious why
No one wants to be alone at Christmas time

In the dark, on the phone
You tell me the names of your brothers
And your favorite colors
I'm learning you
And when it snows again
We'll take a walk outside
And search the sky
Like children do
I'll say to you

No way November will see our goodbye
When it comes to December it's obvious why
No one wants to be alone at Christmas time
And come January we're frozen inside
Making new resolutions a hundred times
February, won't you be my valentine?

And we'll both be safe 'til St. Patrick's Day

We should take a ride tonight around the town
and look around at all the beautiful houses
something in the way that blue lights on a black night
can make you feel more
everybody, it seems to me, just wants to be
just like you and me

No one wants to be alone at Christmas time
Come January we're frozen inside
Making new resolutions a hundred times
February, won't you be my valentine?

And if our always is all that we gave
And we someday take that away
I'll be alright if it was just 'til St. Patrick's Day

understood

tmd.. this 2 weeks i've been spend a lot of money without thinking. time fast freaking fast. its friday already. and friday its as usual some hard core chilling haha. went to man.u club to watch match.. GO MESSI GO! ahahaha.. btw.. "nod nod"

how long has it been.. i'm confused.. what i'm suppose to do.. questions i can't answer it right. well, people move on.

things are hectic. competition on Sunday. friends not talking. plans not fulfilling. and i've been telling myself 'it doesn't matter much,so dont be bothered'. after this week i'll be free.

it's not easy to type here. trying my hardest to take my mind off some stuff. been feeling so restless. maybe i just need some time alone. who would understand anyway. hope this week end soon. i need that break.

after all this time, i've always thought that i could get anything i want as long as i have the determination. but being proven wrong taught me that i have to be more practical. so yeah, im tired of being on the side. only for a few weeks maybe days but it will be better. plain tired i guess. forget i mention anything..


on the side note, shengn going to army on tues.. no drummer. so yeah hope to jamm soon with everyone.we have grown.